Healing MDMA theraphy for my cptsd 🧩

Ive did an Mdma session with Ronald a week ago and I was very anxious as it was something Ive never done before and I had the hope it would help me find new ways to deal with my very severe childhood trauma and the social anxiety and deep depression that come as Ive tried so many theraphy forms before that didnt work alot of parts of me were certain this wouldnt either. Then I had my session and I was suddenly aviable to acess my highest self that gave me the unconditional love that I was searching for all my life and recieving that love that certainity that Im enough as I am changed everything in terms of my outlook of life. I wasn't magically cured and my anxiety and all the issues I faced before are still things I struggle with but what changed is the way I treat myself the way Im aviable to show up for me and give me what I need and that I have the certainity now that my higher self is something I can reach. It leaves me with a hope a feeling I rarely felt and that now feels like my absolute truth. Its been only a week so who knows what will or wont happen but I'm certain that all the beautiful messages I recieved will impact me for the rest of my life and I am so greatful for it. Im thankful for Ronald it was so reassuring to have someone there while having this experience while at the same time having the space to explore all that Mdma allowed me to discover. I hope you find healing in it too, do your research first and when you do it allow yourself to surrender to it your higher self knows the way too ❤️