On the 10th of May, 2025, I found myself and seven other participants stepping into a unique realm of
exploration—a psychedelic group session led by therapists Ronald and Ina. The room buzzed with an eclectic
mix of individuals, different ages, ethnic backgrounds, professions, and reasons for attending. Yet, amid the
diversity, a profound sense of kinship enveloped us, a feeling of belonging that transcended our differences.
We were all eager, curious participants, ready to delve into events of the day and learn more about ourselves
and one another.
I opted for the truffles, taking a very low dosage. Within five minutes, however, a wave of nausea washed over
me, and the world around me began to tilt. As the minutes ticked by, the discomfort grew. Sitting down was
the best option and so I chose to do so. My stomach began churning it was a struggle to say focused. I confided
in Ronald about what was happening to me. With a gentle nod, he suggested I eat half of a croissant.
Slowly, the cramps began to dissipate, and as they faded, a remarkable sensation took hold of me—a feeling of
standing on the shoulders of giants! In that moment, I was filled with a deep sense of openness. I understood,
though I could not articulate it, what my purpose was there. My actions spoke volumes: I became the first
protagonist in this shared group experience, helping my fellow participants navigate their own journeys and
achieve their goals for the day.
I felt like a catalyst, igniting clarity, release, and healing in the room. I was there to serve, and serve I did. As I
connected with those around me, I could sense their joy and pain, their happiness and sadness, their
loneliness and camaraderie. The energy from everyone in the room rushed through my being, a torrent of
emotions that was both overwhelming and mind-blowingly beautiful.
Hours passed, and as the session unfolded, I found myself precisely where I wanted to be—at peace, in a state
of zen. I existed in the present moment, fully immersed in the experience, embracing it all with open arms.
Kireen